Fighter or Looser

Two news one after the other in a span of few ours hit me like a storm and create unrest in my life. while the first one makes me numb and I get stronger to fight it, the other one weakens me, I feel defeated even before fighting the battle. I feel so because this was something that was not completely in my hand. I was happily dependent on the other person to take equal responsibility of one of the toughest decision of my life. I stand quiet and eyes start speaking they shower unlimited words that no one could understand for they were not being shared. A flash back of tough times returns back to me and I find my heart consoling me, you had seen the worst, you have overcome it. You can fight this too, you can be a struggler, a fighter but not a looser for sure, for you know how to learn and move on, for you know how to treasure what you earned and you know how not to waste it in regrets.

God give me the strength yet again that I respect your decision, please be kind enough to guide me to find a solution. Help me maintain the faith in you that you wouldn’t let anything wrong happen to me ever, be kind enough to shower your blessings on all my loved ones.

AMEN !!

Manisha Dawar