buying satisfaction

I often wonder why is it that I like spending money when I am stressed, what is it that gives me false satisfaction when I do so. I failed to understand the logic until today when I paid little more attention to a similar thought rising in my mind when I suddenly felt the need of spending some money, strange but true, it was a craving to spend money. If you pay attention to the word used earlier I categorically mentioned that it is just false satisfaction. It was the power to get what I wanted that came along on expenditure of money. It was a fuel to the rising ego and food to mind as against the disturbing heart that craved for non- materialistic satisfaction. As most of our situations are controlled by the mind and its state, spending of money gave false sense of achievement and took control over the disturbing thoughts. If you have read through this blog with attention now you probably exactly know how the stressed female at home can be costly to your emotions and pocket. You better keep her happy. Manisha Dawar