mistakes; scars that stay back

Two learning come from the mighty day which started as normal but as it unfolded one incident after the other took place, the only thing that I managed to do while dealing with all situations is to keep my calm and accept the truth. I can’t name all the incidents that occurred but after every incident that occurred I just said thank you to God and said there was probably something worse to happen but you have limited it to this much, I have faith in you that you would protect me from all odds. Incidents coming ahead didn’t create panic and unlike others I didn’t want to say that it was a bad day, I just wanted to be positive and have faith in him and hence accepted every challenge that came my way. Yes I was upset for quite some time, but it was because of the second kind of incident that caused sufferings for my loved one. All this time I had not believed in my intuitions and had committed a mistake ignoring God’s omen and here I was paying for it. They are excuses that I can give like a lay man that this incident had to occur any which ways hence it occurred but that was just foolishness because neither of the excuse would have taken away the scar of the mistake that I had committed. We may think that our mistakes are forgotten or forgiven and may be they are in a long run, but the scar stays back and whether you like it or not, it suddenly is visible when things are linked to past.

The most important lesson that I have learnt from life today is that no matter what you are not allowed to make mistakes, you may be doing things with pure intentions but what matters at the end is just the result/outcome of the deeds that you have performed.

Manisha Dawar